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I have not done well... I have the muchies - I can't get full, or even not hungry! I am not sure what it is, I fear that it is the fact that school is starting and my nerves are high strung.

A dear friend of mine is somewhat of a motivation to me said she's going back strong the first day of school, so I thought about that... I even sent out mass texts that I was going out last night and I was going to drink! I got there, and couldn't bring myself to throw that many calories away. I did drink though, just one cup of beer - since I lost a bet with Aron, and 4 fruity shots (which I think had more calories than beer, that is how they get ya!) I haven't exercised since the week we had Omar - I got out of my routine and haven't fallen back into it yet... I NEED to! I am planning on running 3 miles on September 5th. I might not run the whole thing, but I am going to sure try hard. I'm not setting goals right now, because I first need to find my motivation to reach those goals... I lied, I'd like to be under 200 by my birthday... that's good right? Ok... Yep... thats it, that would be losing 25 lbs in 90 days... ok, so i hope I do more than that...

School starts (well, my routine starts) Monday... I'm excited about that! I would really like to find a work out partner. I know I don't NEED one, but I'd sure like to have someone to meet at the gym every morning. I don't want them to do what I do exactly per say, but I guess that accountability of having a partner is nice. I guess I will never be fully motivated until I can go with out meeting anyone there.