Biggest Loser

After a couple weeks of disappointment in myself, I couldn't help but feel like a big FAT failure - fat begin the operative word. I know what I need to do, I have just chosen to not do it. I had bread pudding for dinner last night, and a thin mint blizzard from DQ for dinner tonight - not to mention my cheese enchilada lunch that I ate all 3 of!!! I am pleased to have a great conversation with my mom. She asked if I've broke 220 yet, I sadly said no - I wanted to lie with all my heart, but knew I wouldn't be able to not call her when I do, so I might as well face the fact... I haven't lost a damn pound! She asked, well, what did you start at, and I told her (for the first time) and so I am near 40 pounds lost. She reminded me that it is a great accomplishment, and to not feel discouraged at how great I have done. She very mom-ishly made sure I was not giving up, but still told me how proud of me she is.

That made me feel a little better, but looking at this picture from last summer, made me feel a lot better - I have done good -- and I didn't need the biggest loser! I will finish and be healthy - and I didn't need the biggest loser!

My Dad is down to his GOAL weight! Yay for him!!!! Erin is down almost 60 !!! and I'm not sure if T-Dub is keeping track like us, but looking at this picture I know she is down quite a bit too!!

My biggest Loser crew is the best. I wish I could say we used each other as a support, but the truth is, we didn't need one another - we just needed ourselves... the most powerful person each of us know!

It is my goal now for an upcoming post, to find a picture of each of my big losers to post up here for you to see their accomplishments!!

Here's to NOT waiting until Monday to focus again... here's to not depending on anyone else... here's to me, here's to Erin, Dad, and T-Dub... Lets kick some fat!