STUCK but it is my fault

I am paused, and I know it! I can't find the motivation to keep losing weight. I am happy with how far I have come, but I can't get my brain to stop being ok with this size!! I had pizza last night, and went back to an old habbit of eating until its gone, not till i'm full!

I have stopped using my wii fit... I have stopped keeping track of food intake... i have stopped trying to walk and move as often as possible... I have stopped caring about my life.

I am going to try to blog every day again -- sorry! I am going to record what I eat, and I am going to plan meals again. No more eating out... I've been messing up so much.

time to get my kids... here's to a good lunch