decision

I decided to drink mildly, and only Powerade 0 and vodka... fewest calories.

I ate horribly, but did not go to taco cabana at 2 am!

--thought back to when I was 19 and lost weight, and was skinny-ish. I lost almost 40 lbs, then became ok with that size and stopped... that is exactly where I am now! Except then was at 180, not still morbidly obese. I am going to start Sunday as if it were day 1, because it is. It is the first day of my next 40 lbs.