Start...

as I lay here on the couch, I keep looking at my dog thinking I need to get up, I need to take her for a walk... I need to do it this time. I just watched a HOUSE episode with a 600 pound man... I need to get up instead of thinking about going and eating some more cream corn.

Brandi (and you will hear a lot about her, she motivates me to do more.. she's one of those people that has others fighting to be her best friend) once told me that I had more will power than anyone she knew... is that true? Do I have will power? I used to have a jar of candy in my dorm so i wouldn't eat it. I used to be able to say no to anything... what has changed? has anything changed?


... So I started this post at 6:45... left for a walk at 7:20 with Dixie :) I thought I'd take the movies back to blockbuster from the house... didn't seem like it would be that far! I just google mapped it... 2 miles away... ok so its not far, but it sure felt like it. Dixie fell asleep as we turned the corner. 2 cars stopped to ask if everything was ok and if we needed help -- I love College Station - but it was embarrassing. I called Javier to come get us after 2.5 miles -ish, and that turd said no, so I had to carry the dang dog for about half a mile till I got too tired and put her down. It feels good though to have actually gotten up and walked! My feet hurt, but its a good feeling.

Calories burned... 825 - well worth it for my pre-start day!

Goal for tomorrow -- walk to the end of the building 2 times = 1/2 mile